“In the Pacific, it is generally thought that people walk forward into the past and they walk backwards into the future, where the past and future are constantly fused and diffused in the present…this means that the onus of preserving the past and the mapping of the future- whether they be for culture’s sake or the humanity of future generations--rests squarely on our shoulders in the present." ~Hufanga Dr. ‘Okusitino Mahina
As Pacific people our journey through this life will always be connected, whether it’s by genealogical and kainga ties, social connections and interactions, through words, dances, stories and histories, or merely by our claim to a land base, to a village, to an ocean – we are always somehow connected! We have chosen various Tongans who represent our community as a whole but also represent their individual selves who, regardless of their geographical location, are never fully separated from us. They have agreed to share their memories and their stories of 2009, which serve as a reminder that our work in the present is never disconnected from our past and future! On behalf of the Planet Tonga website, we wish all of you a blessed New Year filled with love, joy and happiness! [This article was first published on the Planet Tonga website]
--‘Anapesi Ka’ili
anapesi@gmail.com
ELISIVA TUPOU MAKA
Elisiva Tupou Maka is the daughter of Nesavou Mapuaho Maka of Lotoha'apai and Fungani Alo'ofa Vailala Maka of Kolomotu'a. Her paternal grandparents are Manu Maka from Ofu, Vava'u and Amelia Maka of Fakakai, Ha'apai. Her maternal grandparents are Lataimaumi Vailala from Eua and Eseta Fukatonga Vailala from Tungua, Ha'apai. Elisiva established the Strength + Beauty Program: The Empowerment of Polynesian Women. A program that shares and connects the stories of women that have come before us, and have provided a path to inspire and empower other Polynesian women, through education and culture. Elisiva has dedicated this program to all young Polynesian women throughout the world! “They need more than just an inspiration but a heart that understands their stories”, is Elisiva’s heart, passion and desire (Spasifik Magazine & Pasifika Life, 2009). Visit Elisiva's blog
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My most memorable moment in 2009 was graduating from college. Being a first generation college graduate it was an honor to fulfill a dream on the behalf for myself, my family and for other young Tongan-Americans. It was memorable for me because I was also the only Pacific Islander woman that graduated in a class of 2,000 students. To know that I represented our people by the means of graduating made it
that much more rewarding for me.
Most impactful event of 2009
This past year the event that inspired me the most was the event I created for young Polynesian women. I started a program called Strength+Beauty: The Empowerment of Young Polynesian Women and its purpose is to highlight the achievements and accomplishments of young Polynesian women everywhere and to educate them through historical contexts the influence of Polynesian women throughout our culture. The program also highlights the talents of our young Polynesian women everywhere and the role models they have become in their communities and culture. The program was inspired by my grandmothers Amelia Seini Maka and Eseta Fukatonga Lataimaumi, they were both women that I had seen as strong hard working women with such beautiful lives. It's seen as a common thread amongst our culture to be raised by women who become more than just leaders in our families but inspirational role models. My grandmothers set that path for me and inspired me to help other young Polynesian women achieve their dreams and educate themselves through higher education.
Most influential person of 2009
The 2 most influential people in my life were my grandmothers, Amelia Seini Maka and Eseta Fukatonga Lataimaumi. Both women inspired me to do more in life by being a positive role models for others and by inspiring me to give back to our community. I recognize the hard work both my grandmothers put in to help me see the potentials of an education and a life worth living if I applied myself in ways where if I can do this I can do anything. I carry much honor and respect for my grandmothers because they uphold the values and customs or a tradition that is strong within the lives of many Polynesian women.
MELE SUNGU TONGA HAUNGA
Mele Sungu Tonga Haunga is the daughter of Sione "Tae" Tonga and Teukialupe Taumoepeau Tonga. Her maternal grandparents Tevita Alamoti and Mele sungu Taumoepeau raised Mele in Laie, Hawaii since she was a child. Mele's Tongan genealogical roots hail from the villages of Kolonga in Tongatapu and Kotu & Pangai in Ha'apai. She is married to Sesimoni Haunga of Leimatua and has 4 children, Siaosi, Kiteau, Sosiua, and Eva. Mele represents the strength of many young Tongan women who continue to juggle family life as a wife and a mother of four young children, while also pursing her academic career where she graduated this December with a degree in Social work from BYU-Hawaii where she also served as the former head of the BYUHSA Family Life Department.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My most memorable accomplishment was walking across the stage during the graduation commencement and hearing my name being called out as I received my degree! I couldn't hold back the tears from falling so freely because I knew how much my kids and husband had sacrificed for me so that this day may be possible, and also knowing first hand my own struggles of trying to balance school, my roles as a mother, wife and daughter.
Most impactful event of 2009
Struggling with personal health issues throughout the year has impacted me, my family and even the possibilities of graduating. It became a stumbling block at times and it was discouraging and made it difficult to continue with my education. I had to deal with repeats, incompletes, and makeups while still trying to move forward to the next semester. What kept me going was the thought that I could NOT allow myself to be defeated, so I had to change my way of thinking from "I can’t do this" to "I CAN do this" and always remembering that at the end, only I will know the depths of my struggles and the taste of what it took to succeed.
Most influential person of 2009
Mi papa Alamoti Taumoepeau! I am today a product and creation of his. Everything I do, believe in and practice has been embedded in me from the mere age of 6 months old. I owe all my accomplishments to him because of the impact he has made in my life through his lengthy lectures of advice and knowledge that was often shared with me while growing up as a child and into my adulthood. There were a lot of key factors that he focused on which were all based on love but the three that stood out the most for me were: 1) Love for the culture and being Tongan, 2) Love for the people but especially family and 3) Love for knowledge learned through orators of our culture and in the classrooms of the western world. I can say today that I have been successful thus far in the 3 loves that he has taught me about and I still have a lot more to learn.
NAUFAHU ANITONI TAHI
Naufahu Anitoni Tahi is the son of Manu Mapuhola Tahi and Sioseline Vaitai. His paternal grandparents are Siale Tahi from Ha'ateiho and Kaufo'ou Anitoni from 'Utulau. His maternal grandparents are Samuela Fakatou Vaitai from Pokotala and Felemea and Ngauna Vou Taofoloa from Pangai and Felemea. Naufahu is currently enjoying his 4th year in the NFL playing for the Minnesota Vikings. He has served as a contributing writer for the Daily Herald Newspaper in Provo, Utah, where he played for and graduated from BYU. His success on the football field dates back to his high school days at Granger High School in West Valley City, Utah where he was named USA-Today's player of the year for the state of Utah during his senior year. He continued his success at BYU, where as a freshman he led his team in rushing and helped pave the way for BYU fullbacks throughout his collegiate career. Today, he has become the Vikings primary fullback and continues to pave the way for young Tongan males who dream of one day making it into the NFL. Naufahu is married to Alisa Tahi and they have two kids Maile and Lincoln.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My most memorable accomplishment this year was being involved with the G.I.F.T.ED (Grid Island Football Training and Education) camp that took place this summer in Utah. It was a huge success and turned out to be bigger than we had expected considering it was our first year organizing it. We received such great feedback from all involved (children and parents) and we were able to highlight both education and football. I was happy to see so many members of our community come together to help our children succeed. Thank you to everyone who was involved; the H.Y.P.E. (Helping Youth Pursue Emancipation) Movement crew, Gabe Reid, Reno Mahe and many others. We were so happy with how many of our Polynesian kids participated!
Most impactful event of 2009
The G.I.F.T.ED camp really impacted me the most this year because it meant so much to see our Polynesian community come together for our kids and to be able to provide something positive and to make it FREE was big for me! It was something that I have always dreamed of doing and wished I had something like it when I was growing up. Being able to give back, even if it’s just a little, to help our people and community and to see their reaction and hear their feedback made me very happy! It also got me excited for this upcoming year and for the future of this program we've put together. One of the unique things about this camp is that we chose to emphasize education off the field and in the classroom just as well as on the field. What stood out to me the most was that the kids wanted to be there! With everything that our community has gone through in the last few years with gangs and our kids fighting against each other, it was huge to have them come together for a good cause for themselves and for our people!
Most influential person of 2009
The most influential person in my life is my mom! She has been my rock and my number #1 cheerleader throughout my life. She's been the greatest example to me with the great love she has for the Savior and her strength, patience, and humility. She never gave up on me! She always stood by my side regardless of the situation. She always believed in every one of us kids and would do anything for us to make sure we had what we needed every day in school, sports, and church.
ELENI SENTILANI TOLUTA'U 
Eleni Sentilani Toluta'u is the daughter of Viliami Asipeli Havea Toluta'u from Pangaimotu, Vavau and Sheila Grover Toluta'u from Anchorage, Alaska. She is the grandaughter of Vavau Litia Havea Toluta’u from Holonga, Tongatapu and Viliami Toluta'u of Pangaimotu, Vava'u. Eleni is currently a full time student at BYU-Provo, where she is a model for the Fine Arts department and also works at BYU's subway. Eleni represents the immense strength of our youth who seek to volunteer their talents and energy to bring about a positive change in our communities. She is a member of the hip-hop club and volunteers as a mentor for students at Timpanogoes Elementary School while also teaching Tahitian dance lessons once a week. She is also the newly crowned Miss Tonga Utah 2009-2010.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My most memorable accomplishment this year would have to be winning the title of Miss Tonga Utah 2009-2010. This was memorable for me because it was the first pageant I have ever participated in. I feel blessed to wear both the state of Utah and the country and culture in which I was born on my sash. It is my main goal, as Miss Tonga Utah, to serve and educate not only Utah, but the entire world about our beautiful culture and people.
Most impactful event of 2009
In May of this year I had the opportunity of traveling with a group of Polynesians to Kuwait to perform for American soldiers. My appreciation and respect for the troops increased tremendously as a result of this trip. My idea of service was redefined as I watched these soldiers work so diligently for our country. This trip inspired me to do my part as an American citizen and to serve others anyway I can. Fortunately, being Miss Tonga Utah has helped to provide numerous opportunities for me to serve others.
Most influential person of 2009
My father Viliami Toluta’u has been the most influential person in my life. He is the pioneer of our family. He was the first of 13 children to graduate from high school and college and the first to be baptized into the LDS church. My father made it a decision to work hard in school because he wanted to provide a better life for his future family. My father is now an Art Professor at BYU-Hawaii. My dad's life has ultimately influenced me not only to go to college, but to value education as it will provide many opportunities for me in the future. As I see the fruit of my dad's labor, I am inspired to accomplish the goals I have set for myself.
MAKISIMINO VAIVAO
Makisimino Vaivao (a.k.a Mino) is the son of Salima Vaivao of Lapaha and Simoni Moala of Longoteme. His paternal grandparents are Vaivao Na`a from Vava'u and Seini Falemanu of Lapaha. His maternal grandparents are Misilio Tuakalau and Latu Vaisima of Longoteme. Mino is a member of one of Australias hottest rising Reggae bands 'VTRIBE'. Mino and his brothers formed the 10 member band Vtribe. They have shared the stage with some awesome bands amongst which are Katchafire, Adeaze, Nesian Mystic, Ardijah, Jboog just to name a few. Vtribe is currently working on their debut album 'Ghetto Roots' soon to be released early 2010. You can check out their music their bebo page and myspace.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My brothers and I have done a lot this year that we`re proud of and have achieved most of the goals we had set ourselves for 09. We started our band in 2005 and to still be going strong 4 years later is truly a blessing, especially when I have 4 brothers onstage with me. There is no greater feeling than to know that we all share the same dream and work hard to make it reality. Every gig, Every performance is a learning experience. Every week is an accomplishment.
Most impactful event of 2009
The devastating events of the Ashika Ferry and the Tsunami Disaster will have a long lasting impact on not only myself, But all Pacific Islanders. To me it is our September 11th, Such great loss of life to our people. Through these hard times I was inspired by the Pacific nations Uniting as ONE to help those in need back home. Performing at Numerous Relief concerts I was amazed and humbled by the support of the non-pacific communities, which is how it should be, One people. One Love...
Most influential person of 2009
My mum and dad- Salima and Simoni Vaivao. My dad for his beliefs, patience and teachings on what would be our way of life. Music!! The ultimate gift. My mum for being the ROCK and FOUNDATION of our family. With my dad not being able to work because of his illness in the late 80`s, my mum supported 6 kids and paid the mortgage on her own. Now that I'm a grown man I still don’t know how my mum coped on her own! She is the strongest woman I know. Who we are today is because of them and we dedicate our life to them. 'Ofa atu.
MARYANNE FEIFAI PALE
Maryanne Feifai Pale is the daughter of Laolao 'i Pangai Pale and Sinai Takala Pale both from the village of Vaini in Tongatapu. Her paternal grandparents are Uata Vaihola Pale of Holonga and Takataka-mo-Tonga and Mele Feifai Pale of Vaini. Her maternal grandparents are Siofilisi Misinale of Tefisi, Vava'u and 'Ana Fokikovi Misinale of Vaini. Maryanne is currently engaged in her doctoral research study. Her research topic focuses on investigating the relationship between English vocabulary instruction and English reading comprehension in Tongan bilingual contexts/classrooms in South Auckland Schools in New Zeland. Maryanne recently traveled to Western Samoa following the aftermath of the tsunami with a team from the University of Auckland’s Faculty of Education to present a container of donations for the people of the village of Lalomanu.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My most memorable accomplishment for 2009 was establishing the “Empowering Pasifika in Communities Charitable Trust” (EPIC Charitable trust) with the help of 6 Trustees. The EPIC Charitable Trust, (recognised by the NZ Charities Commission), is aimed to assist Pasifika communities within the South Auckland region in New Zealand with community development projects that provide and promote educational advice, training and advocacy. As a team, we are currently working on building the foundation for the EPIC Charitable Trust. Once the Trust is actively running within the South Auckland region, we hope that it will make a strong positive impact on all Pasifika communities. I would like to acknowledge and thank the 6 Trustees; Lose Neiufi, Ben and Melenaite Tameifuna, Loleine Poaki and Tala’ofa Finau and Lisiate Tovo Tuione. They contributed tremendously to the planning which enabled the successful establishment of the EPIC Charitable Trust in August 2009. EPIC Charitable Trust has also received assistance from Lisiate Langi and Czarina Wilson and I would also like to acknowledge and thank them for their time and expertise. This is my most memorable accomplishment for 2009 because it is huge part of my personal journey. It is also the beginning of something wonderful for the Trustees and I. Together, we would like to be actively engaged within Pasifika communities in the South Auckland region and by establishing the EPIC Charitable Trust we believe that it will provide numerous opportunities for us to do so.
Most impactful event of 2009
An experience that has impacted my life was my visit to Western Samoa in November 2009 with a team from the Faculty of Education, The University of Auckland. We travelled to Western Samoa to present a 20 foot crate filled with donations that The University of Auckland Staff, Colleagues, Students and general public made to the 28 families that were affected by the Tsunami in the village of Lalomanu. As I walked along the shoreline of Lalomanu village (the worst hit village), the debris that was scattered along the beachfront confirmed the enormity of the devastation that the Tsunami had caused. As I looked around at other villages, it was heart-rending to even begin to comprehend what the Tsunami victims had experienced during this severe tragedy. The Tsunami left many family members, friends and villagers in shock and this was felt by many nations around the world who provided relief in many different ways. I was amazed at the resilience that the survivors exhibited which put everything into perspective for me. Personally, this trip to Samoa affirmed the importance of spending quality time with family members and those close to your heart. In addition, it reflected the importance of giving to those in need which in turn makes a huge difference in their lives. I returned to NZ with an appreciation of my experience in Samoa.
Most influential person of 2009
The two most influential people in my life are my parents; Laolao ‘i Pangai and Sinai Takala Pale. They have been the two people that have continuously inspired me to acknowledge God’s grace in my life and seek the goodness in everyone. They encourage me to strive for what I believe in and acknowledge the helping hands that have supported me in my endeavours. They have taught me to be humble in every step of my journey and to deal with issues that I may encounter along the way. My parents have placed me on their shoulders which have enabled me to reach my dreams and they have stood strong beside me each time I felt discouraged and motivated me to keeping ongoing. I am where I stand today because of the prayers and loving support shown by my parents.
TAIMANI LAUTI
Taimani Lauti is the son of Tevita Manueveaha Lauti from Ha'afeva and Vava'u and Losimani Toala of Ha'akame and 'Uiha. He is married to Soana Mani and they have four children; Tevita, Giovanni, Fahina and Henilieta. Taimani currenlty works for the Chevron Federal Real Estate Dept, where his department focuses on helping Chevron employees around the world find permanent housing throughout the United States. Taimani is a devout Christian and is currently serving as the Stake President for Oakland East Tongan Stake of the LDS Church in the Bay Area.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My memorable accomplishment this year was completing my MBA degree. It's memorable because of the two year journey it took to get to that moment. It was a challenge juggling family life, work, and church together with school. There were a lot of stressful times during this period. There were times I definitely felt like giving up. I was lucky to have a great support system at home that really motivated me to keep going. During the Hooding and Commencement program I had this feeling of, "is this really happening". I remember looking out into the audience that day and seeing my family especially my wife and kids and it felt awesome to share that day with them.
Most impactful event of 2009
The financial meltdown of our economy has greatly impacted the way I view and live my life. You never know what's going to happen tomorrow. Be thankful for what you have now because tomorrow is unsure. The state of our economy makes me realize how vulnerable we are if we are not prepared. I've seen so many people lose their homes, wealth, and sanity over this economic crisis. Through all of this it has inspired me to be more focused and to think more strategically in regards to what decisions I make today that will give me the greatest benefit tomorrow.
Most influential person of 2009
My father has always been a great influence on me, not so much in what he says but how he continues to live his life--A life of integrity and commitment to family which has inspired me to do the same.
MA'ELE UNGA VAITAI
Ma’ele Unga Vaitai is the eldest daughter of eleven siblings born to Willis Lui 'Unga of Ha’alaufuli, Vava’u and Lola Lavaki 'Unga of Neiafutahi. Her paternal grandparents are Lihati Lui 'Unga of Ha’alaufuli, Vava’u and Toa'ila Tui'ile'ila of Pangai, Ha'apai. Her maternal grandparents are Sione Alamoti Lavaki of Talau, Vava’u and Oloka Wolfgramm Lavaki of Neiafutahi. Ma’ele is married to Jared Fakatou Vaitai and they have four beautiful children. Ma’ele is a living example of those who recognize their passions and follow their dreams. She has turned her passion of creating images into a professional career in the field of photography. You can view her work by visiting her website
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
This year I set out to find my purpose in the industry of photography and to pinpoint which work I felt a passion and drive for. Families are one of my favorite photography sessions. Although every session speaks to me, somehow the organized chaos of a family makes sense to me and I am able to be in my element (the element of families). I am blessed to be able to catch those rare moments in a still image that can be remembered forever.
Most impactful event of 2009
This past year I learned that my seven year old niece was suffering from 65% deafness and that her insurance refused to cover the cost for her hearing aids. My sister’s only desire was to provide her daughter with hearing aids but needed to raise $12,000 to cover the cost. In an effort to make that dream a reality our family came together to help raise the funds. This provided me with an opportunity to use my photography skills to make a difference and to bring awareness to this unfair policy practiced by many health insurance providers. I learned through this experience that giving back and showing love is worth more than anything that monetary value can provide. I am inspired to create that same feeling throughout the year and to always give back. The ultimate reward of our hard work was hearing the stories of my niece being able to hear the small things we usually take for granted like water running in the tub, shoes walking on gravel, etc. That made my year and I couldn't have felt more grateful and blessed.
Most influential person of 2009
The most influential person in my life has been my mother. She passed away when I was very young but her legacy lives on in her journals. The first images that intrigued me in life came from her wedding photo album. I felt so emotional just from looking at those images and I knew that they were priceless. They represented so much love. I learned about the power of images and how it could evoke emotions that would be regenerated every time I viewed them. I want to be like her; to love unconditionally, to serve, to forgive, to remember and to endure. I will always aspire to do my best because of her.
TONGA POTEKI MALOHIFO'OU VAEA
Tonga Poteki Malohifo'ou Vaea is the son of Fatafehi Siamelie Vaea and Ivoni Vaea. His paternal grandparents are Pasimi Vaea and Fane Pasimi Vaea of Fangale'ounga, Ha'apai and 'Uiha, Ha'apai and his maternal grandparents are Siaosi Vuna Takitaki Malohi Tupou and Siulolovao Fangaafua Vuna Tupou from Nuku’alofa, Tongatapu. Tonga is the ultimate musician; he is a music teacher, songwriter, composer, plays more than ten instruments, a former band member of the popular group Spacifix and currently plays with one of the hottest reggae bands in New Zealand—Three Houses Down. Check out their bebo page.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
One of my most memorable achievements this year was the release of our second album “Breakout”. I felt that it was a true representation of our musical progression as a band from our first album “Dreadtown”. It has also been very humbling to know that it was recognized by many and went on to be on NZ’s top 40 music charts. .
Most impactful event of 2009
What I found to be really inspiring this year is seeing the next generation take hold of the torch in the area of music, more importantly I love seeing my own family, nieces and nephews excelling in something they too have a strong passion for.
Most influential person of 2009
The biggest inspiration in my life would not be a certain person but people as a whole. My family have been the backbone. They have helped me to be where I am at today. I remember when I was only 7 years old and getting rides to piano lessons with my older sister, she was awesome!!! Thanks sis!!! One of my funniest memories was when I was twelve, my mum and dad would sit in the front row at my trumpet recitals smiling with great pride while I was playing flat! Thank you to my family for all their support over the years!
TEVITA UESI
Tevita Uesi is the son of Heamoni & Silia Uesi of Nukunuku and 'Uiha. His paternal grandparents are Sione Private Uesi and Luisa Lavulo of Nukunuku and his maternal grandparents are Viliami Fihaki and Losaline Hautau of Nukunuku and 'Uiha. Tevita is a Senior at the University of Utah majoring in Music. Tevita is involved in student government, serving as the student body representative for the Fine Arts department at the University of Utah and as the President of the Pacific Islander Student Association. He has been on the Dean’s list every semester and became the first student of color to be a drum Major at the University of Utah.
Most memorable accomplishment of 2009
My most memorable accomplishment this year was probably being able to attend the 2009 Presidential Inauguration in Washington D.C. with the U of U marching band! In doing so, the marching Utes were able to raise $175,000-$200,000 in 3 weeks just in time to fly to Washington D.C. and witness first hand President Barack Obama take oath in becoming our nation’s first black president. We toured different businesses around the salt lake valley for donations, playing "Utah Man" 100 times for the public to donate money for the trip! This couldn't have been possible if it weren't for donations brought in from alumni, businesses, the community, and of course our family and friends. Attending the event was definitely an unforgettable experience. So thank U to everyone who helped with the donation drive! It was a success!!!
Most impactful event of 2009
'Apitanga 2009 held at the Laumalie Ma'oni'oni church where we got to spend time with family from New Zealand, Australia, and Tonga.
Most influential person of 2009
The most influential person in my life is my uncle Faungaofe, a very well known musician back in Tonga. He was known for playing all sorts of instruments from the cornet, euphonium, ukulele, tuba, bass (they didn't have a bass guitar back then), trombone, keyboard, etc. He died at the age of 19. His legacy still lives on.
Tongans reflecting on 2009
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Monday, November 30, 2009
“I am in no way optimistic but I remain a prisoner of hope”
“I am in no way optimistic but I remain a prisoner of hope”
~ Cornel West
Today I received an email from one of our Pacific Islander youth, the email is simple only a couple of lines, but piercing to the heart. She writes “I know you don’t know me and I understand if you don’t reply, but I have heard you speak a couple of times here in California and I have always wanted to ask you how you remain hopeful in this cruel world. I am only 16 years old and I feel like I was born into a world that was not made for people who look like me. I am half Samoan and half black and in my world that equals not fully human. My parents tell me that my life has just begun but why do I feel like its ending?”
What does one say to a young person who fully recognizes the injustices that are targeting her very existence in this world? How does one begin to make sense of the harsh realities that she was born into simply by being brown, black, female and living in America, yet yearning for her to remain hopeful enough to continue living and to actualize her grandparent’s legacy, her parent’s sacrifices and her own desires and dreams? The paradoxes and contradictions that our young people face on a daily basis are daunting. On a good day they are referred to as the “chosen generation” on the very same day they are often called the “lost/destructive generation” but regardless of how we choose to define them, one thing is for sure, they are undoubtedly the “next generation”!
I have no idea who this young woman is, but somehow her pain is familiar, so familiar that I can name it and feel it. We have become so desensitized in many ways to the pain that young people have to go through on a daily basis, that we have become blinded to it, insomuch that we have accepted it as the norm for young Pacific Islanders. We often place all the blame on them not realizing the ways in which we have contributed and created the situations they now find themselves in.
We have criticized them for not knowing their language and culture, yet we don’t take the time to teach it. I have been in numerous meetings where administrators and teachers clearly do not see a need for multiple histories or epistemologies or anything that is not in par with mainstream culture and values. Yet, the minute our young people show any sign of resistance in this mainstream classroom they are labeled as having a behavior disorder, tracked into ESL and special education courses and their Pacific cultures blamed for their so-called failures. The same culture that they are not allowed to practice or even emulate. The same culture that they hardly even know!
We have accused our young people of being caught up in the “bling bling” world, yet they are being targeted by every corporate marketing campaign who promises immediate acceptance with the stroke of a lip gloss, overpriced t-shirt/pants, shoes that can make you fly, and jewelry that demands envy. They enter into classrooms where capitalistic ideals are the norm, they become consumers before they become students, and still we wonder why they gravitate toward the bling? Why they think that success only needs to be reheated in the microwave…5…4….3…2…1… done!
We get annoyed by their constant need for attention, their low self-esteem moments and we demand that they should be proud of who they are, yet they look around their environment and everything tells them that to be a beautiful young woman one must be skinny, white, tall, blonde, straight hair, etc., etc., basically everything that they are not. Then they come home and the minute their hair looks unruly, we are the first to plug in the iron. When they are out in the sun for longer than a second, we throw a lavalava around their head, make them wear long pants and long sleeves while yelling “don’t get dark”! We spend hours massaging the noses of young babies so that it doesn’t look like a “Polynesian nose”… all of this while telling our youth “be proud of who you are”!
We promise them that they can have it all…the “American dream” yet the moment they walk out of the house they are hit with the realities of racial profiling, tracking, lowered expectations, racism, sexism, classism, and the list goes on and on. They turn to us (parents, educators, community leaders, church leaders, anyone) seeking answers and the most common response whether spoken or unspoken is “something is inherently wrong with you, it must be your culture”! Again, the blame placed on the young person and his/her native culture that he/she has never learned nor even understands. We continue to wonder why this generation, who should have been the “chosen” one appears to be the “lost” one!
When do we finally say “enough is enough” and that we will no longer allow this next generation to move through this world ashamed of their native cultures? When are we going to engage in deconstructing this popularly damaging theory that our young people are a deficit simply because they are of Pacific Islander descent? When do we demand that our children learn their native culture and values from a lens other than that of whiteness/capitalism/colonialism? When are we going to stand up to those who have always been in power, who have passed legislations/laws/policies that have been aimed to limit the dreams and potential of our young people? When do we hold ourselves and those in power responsible for the conditions that we have helped to create that have been extremely damaging to our young people? I hope the answer is NOW!
I have never been an optimistic person, I am too much of a realist to be optimistic, but I would be in denial if I was to disregard the resiliency of our Pacific Island people. We have been through so much, if our history has taught us anything, it is that we will always survive, and for that I will always remain hopeful!
It is this next generation that will lead our pilgrimage as Pacific Islanders, I hope we will stand by them, guide them, support them and love them and in the end, I hope they will never have to question why we were full of hope, even in this cruel world, I hope they would understand that we never gave up, and when it became a choice between living or dying, we chose to live even in the midst of death…and likewise I hope they will do the same!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Reflections on the Pacific Islander Leadership Summit on Criminal Justice
I spent about 3 hours today at the Pacific Islander Leadership Summit on Criminal Justice and I wanted to share some of my reflections about what I observed tonight. I guess we should start with what I felt was very productive about the summit…
Great Food
The food was catered by Lanikai Grill and I loved it!
Great Turnout
It was wonderful to see so many Pacific Islander church leaders, community based leaders, educators, politicians, law enforcement officers, etc. there tonight. It was a strong statement about the fact that people recognize the gang issue as a problem and are looking for ways to collaborate and work together to make a difference.
Keynote presentation
The keynote speaker was an elder from the Maori community who has done extensive work on indigenous cultural interventions in NZ among the Maori population and specifically with prisoners and those in the criminal justice system. It was great to acknowledge the wisdom that elders in our community hold while also deconstructing the popular myth that assimilation to mainstream America is the only avenue for success.
okay now on to what I found extremely problematic about the summit. I begin by recognizing the hard work that was put into this summit. As someone who has worked on a variety of different events, I appreciate and understand the time and hard work it takes to put on an event like this and so my critique is not going to focus on the logistical side of organizing an event, but rather on the idea and insight (or lack of insight) that guides an event such as this.
First of all, whenever those who are organizing the event get up and say “we don’t want you to be offended” or” we are not here to say you are bad people or bad parents BUT…” (I am paraphrasing some of what was said tonight) means that you are going to be offended and they are going to indirectly allude to the ideas that are associated with what they just said they weren’t going to talk about. Lets be real, the only reason why we say things like that in the beginning is to absolve ourselves from being held accountable for the things that we say because we want those who are listening to forgive us by acknowledging that our comments were well intentioned. I understand well intentions, I work with well intentioned people everyday who tell me that the Pacific Islander culture does not value education… yeah, it was well intentioned, but the impact of your well intentioned comment, does not justify the fact that your comment is false, racists, and full of prejudice.
I give that example only to point out, that the summit was filled with many good intentioned presentations, but it doesn’t change the fact that their presentations were extremely problematic. The presentation from law enforcement focused on how to identify gangsters, gang signs, how they dress, their tattoos, how they look, how to identify them in pictures and in real life, etc, etc. In their defense, they were doing exactly what is expected of law enforcement; I mean they aren’t really the people I look to when I think about rehabilitation, intervention or prevention. We all know that law enforcement as an institution is not interested in rehabilitation, they are all about surveillance, their solution to everything is lock them up! This is why it was so problematic for me to watch this presentation, not because I was shocked by the pictures, but rather because, here we are in a room with Pacific Islander leaders (who probably have more insight about what’s happening on the ground), and instead of discussing rehabilitation we want them to take on the role of law enforcement officers and racially profile their own children and community members. Now, I know that wasn’t the intention, but when there is no context fully given for this presentation, and all we see is pictures and the looming idea that “every brown person is potentially a gangster” one leaves thinking that surveillance and imprisonment is the only answer to this issue.
In my opinion, it was a great disservice to Mr. Jones’s presentation on cultural intervention, prevention and rehabilitation to have it followed up with a presentation that focuses on surveillance and imprisonment…and then not allow anytime for further discussion of the issue. I say this to make the point that even at a Pacific Islander leadership summit, we see how our indigenous knowledge is continually pushed into the peripheries while centering and valuing western thought and epistemologies. The truth is that the majority of Pacific Islander kids who are involved in gangs were born and/or raised in the United States, they are products of the American environment, when are we going to discuss the impact that has on their behavior, their choices and the way they view themselves and the world? We talk about how culturally based knowledge and models are the solutions, yet we have a Pacific Islander summit and give the majority of the time to law enforcement and politicians. It makes no sense!!!!!
I am grateful that our communities were able to come together but deeply saddened that we missed an amazing opportunity to share critical ideas with those who work in our communities day in and day out-- about what their different organizations are doing and how we can work toward creating some kind of culturally relevant model that would fit a Utah context.
I know that it was mentioned over and over again that this is only the first meeting, but come on now, how many first meetings are we going to have before we actually move to meeting #2? Having said that, if there is a master strategy and plan behind this that I am totally missing… then please enlighten me and accept my apologies.
Disclaimer: When I say “law enforcement” I am referring to the institution, not the individuals. I know that our Pacific Islander law enforcement officers do the best they can and I am deeply grateful, but there are so few of them, that it would be completely unfair and impossible to make them shoulder all the responsibilities in addressing these issues just because they work for that institution.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Abigail Langi-- Spoken Word Artist
[Abigail Langi performing her spoken word piece and being backed up by her aunty Neti Taumoepeau (676) and her mom Lavinia Taumopeau. Special thanks to Maikolo Ika for the awesome picture!]
In the past few weeks I have been working with my niece Abigail Langi on a spoken word piece that she composed to perform at the Island Groove Concert! I wasn't able to get a video recording of her performance but it was absolutely amazing!!!
I am posting below her poem and her introduction of the H.Y.P.E. Movement which was infused with Michael Jackson's "Man in the Mirror" with a little twist in the lyrics to fit her experiences and her poetry. She is only 12 years old, but she can hold it down with some of the very best poets out there! Much love to the PALE Foundation for creating the platform for her to perform!
Introduction of the H.Y.P.E. Movement
Pacific Islanders in school districts all over the United States represent one of the smallest student populations but are among the highest dropout rates. Since the year 2000 the incarceration rates of Pacific Islander young men have tripled, our suicide rates have doubled, drug use has become common place and the death rates due to gang violence have increased by 110%. The HYPE Movement, which stands for Helping Youth Pursue Emancipation is our way of breaking free from these negative trends and uniting our youth and raising our voices to make a positive change! I dedicate this poem to every young Pacific Islander in the struggle!
[singing]
I’m gonna make a change
For once in my life
It's gonna feel real good
It’s gonna make a difference
Gonna make it right
As I look at my fathers’s eyes
My mother’s fateful cries
Their pain is blowin’ my mind
I see my friends in the street
Without a heart to beat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs
A fatherless Tongan child
Alone and suffering trials
With broken hearts and dreams
There’s more to life than
This I know
And so it’s time to let it go
That's why I want you to know
[Abby's spoken word]
I want you to know about the
Screams of my mother crying
Voices of my father yelling
Me sitting in a corner
Being put through this torture
Many nights I cried
Waking-up with blood shot eyes
Thoughts would race through my head
As I lay silently in bed
I love them both so much
That it hurts to even think
Or imagine
The sadness of separation
Caused by acts and thoughts of desperation
I want to make things better for me and you
But I am just a child—what am I to do?
My friends tell me “not to worry… it’s all good”
As they continue to skip school and do drugs
To prove they are “down for their hood”
But I can’t help but see how there is no gain
In their choices that only bring more and more pain
I want to stand up and make a change
But another day goes by
I suffer alone in silence
As I wonder why
It’s so hard for us to try
To break free
from all the negativity
Just because the color of our skin
Doesn't mean that we shouldn't win
Just because our cousins are locked up
Doesn’t mean that we have to give up
Just because we might have doubts
Doesn’t mean we aren’t brown and proud
Just because we were born and raised on the Westside
Doesn’t mean that we don’t have dreams inside
I know it’s hard sometimes,
Without a doubt
But we are strong and fierce
We know what we’re about
Mou'i manatu ki ho tupu'anga
Means our past is our legacy
But we, we create our own destiny
If you dream it
You can achieve it
If you believe it
You can be it
Life is full of the good and bad
The happy and sad
We don’t win by counting smiles and frowns
We win because we stand up
Every time we fall down
If you hear my voice
Then you know you have to make a choice
Live the H.Y.P.E.
Let go of the fear and pain
Live the H.Y.P.E.
We have so much more to gain
Live the H.Y.P.E.
Only we can make this change
I’m getting up
I’m taking a stand
For once in my life
I’m livin’ the H.Y.P.E.!
[Singing]
As I look at my fathers’s eyes
My mother’s fateful cries
Their pain is blowin’ my mind
I see my friends in the street
Without a heart to beat
Who am I to be blind
Pretending not to see their needs
A fatherless Tongan child
Alone and suffering trials
With broken hearts and dreams
There’s more to life than
This I know
And so it’s time to let it go
That's why I want you to know
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that change
I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make that change
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Omi Photography on Pacific Eye Radio Tonight (06/25/09)
It's been said that a picture is worth a thousand words, but if you are extremely good at what you do as a photographer than a picture is worth more than just words--its about capturing a moment- a memory (or a series of moments and memories) that will last forever!
The work of Naomi Masina is reflective of this philosophy. We are very fortunate to have her on our show this week to discuss with us her journey into the world of photography, her artistic process, what she is most passionate about, what she hopes to capture and emulate through her work. Read more here.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
G.I.F.T.ED Camp
Monday, June 22, 2009
Pacific Eye Radio Show--Pasifika Voices...
Mark your calendars people...you won't want to miss next week's Pacific Eye Radio Show (May 28, 2009) as we talk story with some of our amazing young Pacific Islander Poets -- Vaimoana Niumeitolu, Jamaica Osorio, and Andrew Vai!!!It is no secret that one of the daunting challenges our young people face, especially for those who live outside of the Islands is accessing information about their own history, culture, and genealogy. It is one of the most damaging legacies of colonization -- who in their process to "civilize" the natives sought to strip them of anything and everything that they possessed including land, families, language, stories, history and even memories... but we have proved over and over again, that our voices can never be destroyed, perhaps deferred and even silenced but never destroyed!
Read more about the show HERE
This show will be dedicated to all those who have refused to be silenced in an era where silencing voices of dissent has become the norm. Our guests this week are three amazing young Pacific Islander poets/spoken word artists who will talk to us about their poetry, what inspires them, why they do what they do, and what they hope to achieve. These brilliant young poets are using their God-given talents and gift of words to bring about awareness, to reclaim history, and to retell the stories that have often been marginalized but never fully colonized!
Friday, May 22, 2009
Mother's Day Dedications on Pacific Eye Radio
This week's Pacific Eye Radio Show will feature your Mother's Day dedications!
Please feel free to send your dedications to PacificEyeRadio@radiofreeutah.org
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
20/20 What Would You Do / Racism In America
It's sad that this does not surprise me at all...
No commentary from me on this post...I think the videos speak for itself...
PART-1
PART-2
Create Your Own Destiny! Live the H.Y.P.E.
The H.Y.P.E Movement presents 4 extraordinary Tongan dancers who are living the H.Y.P.E!
(in order of appearance)
Hefa Tuita of Nickelodeon's "Dance on Sunset"
Tessi Toluta'u - Miss South Pacific 2007
Tony Pututau - from Dancing with the Stars on Tour
CJ Tonga Bair - from Center Stage Dance Studio
Music: Ote'a Tivuri by Nonosina
Directed and Edited by Richard Wolfgramm
Filmed by Richard Wolfgramm, Tanelle Lindquist and Daela Tipton
There should be no limit to what we can achieve!!!
Create your own destiny!!!
Live your Dreams!!!
Get On The H.Y.P.E.
Monday, April 27, 2009
Today is the Day...
Don't forget to tune in!
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See ya tonight!!!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Really Missing My Grandparents Today...
[Miss them so much!!!]
I am really, really missing my grandparents today!!!
It has been a year since my grandpa passed away and almost 10 years since my grandma passed away, and there isn't a day that goes by that I haven't thought about them or wondered how they would have advised me on certain situations or decisions I have made or just what the overall conversation would be like about different world events that have taken place.
Today is their birthday. They were born on the same day just different years and although they shared so much in common their personalities were very different. My grandmother was very outspoken and assertive and my grandfather was much more quiet and reserved, but they both shared a deep love for the Lord, their family, the Tongan culture and especially for Education!
Last week I was looking through my piles of paper and came across a note that I had written to my grandpa on his birthday back in April 2007.
My note to him read: [sorry to those who don't speak Tongan... I dont really feel like translating what I wrote]Ala si 'eku kui 'ofeina,
'Oku 'ikai ha lea fe'unga ke fakamatala'i 'a e 'ofa mo e ongo'i hounga'ia ‘oku ou ma'u koe'uhi ko ho'o akonaki'i, tauhi 'ofa mo poupou'i au talu mei he 'eku kei si'i. 'Oku toki 'asi tahataha mai ki he'eku manatú 'a e ngaahi feilaulau lahi kuo ke fakahoko koe'uhi pe ko au pea mo hoku kaha'ú!
Thank you for loving me, for raising me, and for being the best grandfather a girl could ask for! I hope to always make you proud!
'Ofa lahi atu!
your granddaughter
'Anapesi Ka'ili
A week later when I returned to visit him he gave me back the note I wrote to him with a note he had written to me on the back of my note which read...
My dear granddaughter,
I am blessed to know you. You are a rich girl because the Lord loves you and I love you too. If I teach you to love the Lord then I am a rich and happy old man. I am proud to be your grandpa.
'Ofa atu!
Tonga P. Malohifo'ou
Oh... how I miss him and my grandma dearly!!! I truly have been blessed to have them in my life! It is only now, when I reflect back on my life, that I realize the importance of what they have taught me. I realize more than ever before how keenly aware they were of the world and how focused they were on their goal to raise a next generation of young people who would be rooted in our native Tongan culture but learn to carve out their own space in this new society.
They valued indigenous Tongan knowledge and even when it seemed that assimilation was the only way to be successful in this society, they refused to conform-- but instead engaged in personal acts of self-determination by making the Tongan language mandatory in our home, by telling us stories of their upbringing, by teaching us traditional Tongan proverbs and history, and by teaching us respect, love, and kindness, from a Tongan perspective.
I cannot deny how much this has shaped my consciousness, influenced my choices and has guided the work that I do! When you are raised around that kind of environment, you cannot help but to innately know that you must give back some how!
I know that they are rejoicing together today and I hope that they both know how much I love, respect, and honor their memory, everything they stood for, and all that they have taught me!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA & GRANDPA!!!!
'OFA LAHI ATU!!!!
[back in the day kickin' it with Grams and Gramps... LOL!]
[another generation of kids kickin' it with Gramps]
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Pacific Eye Radio Debut
The Pacific Eye Radio Show with Richard and 'Anapesi features not only the lovely music of Pacific Islands, but also discussion of critical issues that affect Pacific Island communities globally. Tune in also for news, sports, entertainment reports and any information relevant to the Pacific Island communities.
Join us online at Utah Free Media - www.utahfm.org where you can access every show and also download the feed to your favorite online streaming software.
**NOTE: The show will be on Utah Free Media every THURSDAY evening, starting April 23, from 9:00 pm to 10:30 pm.
ALSO, there is no radio required for Utah Free Media - it's all online! If you miss a show, past broadcasts can be accessed via Utah Free Media's website. So you have no excuses.....the only acceptable excuse is if you live in the islands, in a remote village with no electricity.
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Check out our blog at http://www.pacificeyeradio.com and tune in next Thursday! Aloha to all :)
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